Only God is enough

The year is coming to an end. This was a special year in many ways. First of all, my vacation, which was special, and also the return was accompanied by a mountain of work. It was a kind of stress, but it can be called more of a sense of responsibility.

Not only have I made significant improvements in my business, but I have also worked hard on self-development in my private life and in my relationship with God. My relationship with my family and friends got off to a rocky start this year, and to my great sadness, some relationships have not yet been repaired. I am solely to blame for this. My naivety got me into a lot of trouble, but with the help of my Lord and my Savior, things are not as bad as they were. In fact, it was a clear learning moment. I have learned from my mistakes.

But actually, as crazy as it is to say about myself, I think I am finally growing up after thirty-five years. I think I will always be a clown, after all, I am a child of God. And perhaps, contrary to what Paul says, I will never outgrow my childishness. But emotionally, I have become more mature.

I am grateful for everything the Lord has given me and gives me in the here and now. And I will not forget to give thanks for what the Lord will still give me. I get almost everything I want or need. In all these years, there is one wish that has not been fulfilled. That is quite a cross to bear, but perhaps He has other plans than what is good for me right now. So I lack nothing, and yet I lack everything. But I know I am blessed with my friends and family. That eases the pain.